I remember as a teenager one of my dream was to have someone who could take my care,apart from my parents.i didn't had feelings for anyone at that point of time.Indeed i never had feelings for any girl.The reason was that i never noticed any girl properly.for me they were just another human beings...
It was the month of March i guess when i took my admissions into a new school in std 9th.On the very first day when i was sitting in my class alone on the last bench,because as a new student everyone was stranger to me.In my own thoughts i was lost,looking at the faces of the fellow classmates and trying to observe them my eyes fell on a girl sitting on the 2nd bench.yes i remember that moment,yes! the exact moment.I can never explain what happened to me at that point of time but all i could say was "she is beautiful".yes my heart skipped a beat that time and suddenly she was the only thing that i wanted to see all day.i never knew what that feeling was but whatever it was it felt really amazing..
But wait,i didn't knew her name a sudden thought came in my mind,i didn't knew who she was but frankly speaking I never had the guts in me to go to her and ask even her name.Her one look had done something which no one was ever able to do.whenever she smiled it felt like everything around me was smiling.Things have changed in a sudden manner.I was feeling a new me.But the day passed and many more,,but with every passing day i was falling for her but i never realised what my actual feeling was?but my eyes always searched her in the class and every time i looked at her my heart would beat even faster..
days passed,weeks passed and even months have passed but their was no interaction between us,not even a single 'hi'.The main reason was she used to sit at the front benches on the parallel row besides us and i used to sit at the last bench.But whenever she talked to any of the boy sitting at the front bench of our row i used to feel really bad.i don;t know at that time why that feeling was for????
why do i feel insecure even when i don't know her??I was confused in myself..But one day when i told these feelings to one of my friend then he was the one who understood that i was in love,He laughed and said "u are in love bro" and i was in shock after hearing this......
........to be continued
It was the month of March i guess when i took my admissions into a new school in std 9th.On the very first day when i was sitting in my class alone on the last bench,because as a new student everyone was stranger to me.In my own thoughts i was lost,looking at the faces of the fellow classmates and trying to observe them my eyes fell on a girl sitting on the 2nd bench.yes i remember that moment,yes! the exact moment.I can never explain what happened to me at that point of time but all i could say was "she is beautiful".yes my heart skipped a beat that time and suddenly she was the only thing that i wanted to see all day.i never knew what that feeling was but whatever it was it felt really amazing..
But wait,i didn't knew her name a sudden thought came in my mind,i didn't knew who she was but frankly speaking I never had the guts in me to go to her and ask even her name.Her one look had done something which no one was ever able to do.whenever she smiled it felt like everything around me was smiling.Things have changed in a sudden manner.I was feeling a new me.But the day passed and many more,,but with every passing day i was falling for her but i never realised what my actual feeling was?but my eyes always searched her in the class and every time i looked at her my heart would beat even faster..
days passed,weeks passed and even months have passed but their was no interaction between us,not even a single 'hi'.The main reason was she used to sit at the front benches on the parallel row besides us and i used to sit at the last bench.But whenever she talked to any of the boy sitting at the front bench of our row i used to feel really bad.i don;t know at that time why that feeling was for????
why do i feel insecure even when i don't know her??I was confused in myself..But one day when i told these feelings to one of my friend then he was the one who understood that i was in love,He laughed and said "u are in love bro" and i was in shock after hearing this......
........to be continued
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